After like months &months of hard work, next week may be the results of it.
im afraid and excited.
wondering if i'll do well for my olevels.
wondering if any of my relatives will compare me with my cousin.
because my cousin is so much smarter than me.
wondering what course should i choose to study.
wondering how much i got for my art.
wondering if i'll cry or jump for joy on that day.
wondering if i'll get to go the course i want.
wondering if my close friends and i will still remain close after that day.
:(
i've got to admit.
im a person who's afraid of having no friends beside me.
im afraid of boredom.
im afraid of loneliness.
omg... i sound so unlike me.
i think i need someone to make me positive again.
after gazillions of advice from everyone,
i've no idea which course i wanna choose.
sigh~ just have to wait till results day.
god bless me lots lots.
